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mistake09
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 Posted - 06 July 2011 : 05:34:39
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| hi all, just had my first restless night in months, got my first you owe x amount of pounds letter in ages yesterday and think that triggered it off!!!! just thought id share some things that calmed me down, i work out in my head first what i owed then realise its over even though it was horrible to go BR it is over, even though i dont have the nice things i used to do im happier now (believe it or not)!!! quick call to the automated bank service that told me i have 76 quid in my account, but after years of been in a overdraft i love the fact that theres money in there, my money!!!! ive also been thinking of free hobbies to pass time, i go walking, cycling already so any ideas would be great!!! afew months ago i planted the seeds from an apple didnt have any plant pots so used an old cup lol and theres one growing!!!! for some reason that always makes me smile, since the BR ive kept a list of what i did wrong to get into the mess i was in, so far theres 37 things on it that i wont be tempted to do again, no1 is no more credit, no2 live to my means, no3 dont think im something im not, just these little reminders read from time to time and added to when i think of something else keeps things in perspective, bacon butty time now, sorry if ive rambled on abit just thought id post as ive not been on in ages, all the best everyone |
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restless night
